So I’ll try not to breathe as I hold my head still,
the light bends on my face, there’d be tears if I cried
And I’ll try not to think what the happy things were
I just think of the stuff that just made me shit scared
And I’ll just close my eyes and I’ll see everyone
that I’m leaving behind for the dawn of the sun
And I’ll try not to feel, yes I’ll try not to feel,
and I’ll try not to feel on the way down
